Maybe it is, Maybe it isn't

I haven't decided yet if my new way of life towards Ben working all of the time is working yet or not.
Ben delivered the news to me yesterday that the company has a job in Kalamazoo that needs to be started soon. OK, no big deal. But the real kicker is, he is going to rent a house in Kalamazoo so the guys can stay there during the week. So they do not have to drive home. I don't think I can handle that. Ben keeps me on my toes. He makes the person I am. What am I going to do without him??? I'm scared to death to not have him here. Almost to the point of tears. And now that I have made the resolution to not complain about his work hours, he is under the impression that I dont' mind. I really do mind. I need him home! UGH!

On a different note, I had the morning to myself today, Bailey is at my moms, Hunter is at his Dads and Ethan was at his G-Grandmas's. Do you know what I did with that time to myself. That time that I had to get some work done uninterrupted?? I did nothing. I slept until 10am and then lounged on the couch! What a bum I am! LOL. I loved every minute of it! It was great. No one wanted anything and no one talked during my favorite show. I need some me time more often. I'll have to talk to Ben about that.

Today is a beautiful day, I can't believe that Spring is finally on its way. Warm weather, Storms, kids outside, flowers, oooh I can't wait! Spring puts me in a better mood every year. I just can't get enough of it. Everything new and fresh. Ahhh. Relaxing

I dont' really have much to talk about today, I'm just kinda rambling. I wonder if anyone reads these things anyway? Hmm? Who knows.
Until Later
Heather